and i'm tired

i'm really tired. am i take the wrong way?? i just want to know His plan, am i wrong if  i try another chance? and actually i'm not sure will accepted, that's why i must try. please don't say if i'm not patient, i just don't wanna wait one job only without effort, i must try another because i never know if i never try. i don't wanna reject the opportunity twice.  i've taken the training and the time limit of sertificate for 5 years so there are many times to take that job anytime, doesn't mean should now. but if He allows me to get that job now, that's my fortune. i trust U, Lord. the way out will come in the best time. just be patient and totally surrender.