still continued....

yeah.. i don't know what that's meant. is that for me??? maybe.. but not really!!! make statement like that means can for everyone. even sometimes i felt his statement for me but i've no evidence *hey, i'm so confident hahahaaa....* i think, that's his hobby, make people curious. i'm sure he has many fans so he can chose whatever he wants, maybe i was in the last sequences, hahahaaa... *how poor i'm :p*
my mom told me to not aggressive towards guy, i did. but it's fine if we give a sign to get his reaction, i did and no response, hahahaaa....

maybe he didn't know about me or he never thought about me at all. he often disappear suddenly. i remember at the last our chat in social network, he was disappear suddenly without notice. how can i understand  his act while he never told me?. now i won't do it again (but i did once more and no answer, hhahaa...), it's enough.. *so embarrassing u know* .sometimes i got negative thinking, but that's not good. actually he was right, he had tried to not give me hope. i believe that he's good guy so it's impossible if he toying me, he just showed the truth what he feels. as Rick Warren said "The way you think determines the way you feel, and the way you feel determines the way you act"

i've found a quotes "Girls are unique, they want you to know how they feel but they don't want to tell you" hhahaaaahhhaaaa... i think it's not selfish but polite, politeness in behave, especially for girls. not good if a girl too aggressive towards a guy, am i right??? of course.. yayayayaaaa... enough for today, thanks my dear blog ^^