i got it

how to say???? last night was the end of my curious. i've heard that song so many times and i got his answers, yeeaahhh i got it. i'm not hypocrite, honestly i'm sad but i'm relief. he's a good guy, i believe that he'll get the best one who really better than me, he deserves for it. just worried if he feels bothered by me but i never intend to bother him. i'm still normal human. time to move on, release him from my mind even so hard but i should do. i remember the advice from my friend, he said "open u'r heart for anyone not for one person only" hmmmmmmm..... maybe i was wrong and selfish.

at least this afternoon i can forget this pain, i met my besties, maya and dono. we were laugh together, told about the silly things when at college. it was so funny and nice. just wait until monday, i think SPICY (but i think without ain bc she is working at jakarta) will meet after this long time we were apart ^^

everybody says that we can't live without love but i think OXYGEN is more important, hehehehehhe.... i must pass this situation in adult thinks and gratefully. just let it flow and cheer up ^^ Godspeed!!