thinking of him...

i think he already knows my feeling to him. it's ok, i aint't a teenager anymore. it's not time to be shy when someone already knows our feeling. but.... i never force him to reply my feeling, it's up to him. now, i just want to understand him to avoid misunderstanding. it's a challenge for me bc i don't know the way to understand him.. let's God intervene in this feeling, will He makes it disappear or keep growing in my heart. i don't know the answer. i just wanna face this feeling in adult think not in teenager think anymore even actually i'm confuse, what should i do? i just can say, 'let it flow'. enough to say...